Revolutions

Anindya finally got admission in MSc at the Central University Of Pondicherry .He had ranked 81 all over India.Granted that its not as prestigious as IIT or BHU(Which btw,he has also cracked!),he miraculously did all these without the mugging up business and caoching centres.He was extremely dedicated and diligent though,attending all his lectures and taking notes with the patience of a saint.We hope that he would get through Geophysics at BHU too. I don't how he fell in love with me........though we have a million likes and dislikes in common,Anindya is easily one of the most vibrant persons i have ever met in my life.But he easily balances his jovial nature with his seriousness and dedication towards his career and his parents.He is a strangely balanced person-A very libran trait!!God,i really do not want to lose him.I swear to you God that if i ever do,i would simply stop living.Its not that i would die in the biological sense for that is possible anytime,but i would really los...

Dear GenNow, Why is Anindya so perfect ....in every manner??why is he the kind of human being who inspite of having d looks and bearings of nobility is totally a human ?If my body calls out to him with lust eveyrtime we make love over the phone my heart and soul are bathed with soft pastels of love and affection.Hes got the charm of God himself and his eyes bear the innocence of a child...his eyes are the most expressive things in the world and his smile holds a world of promise.It was a heinous crime to have rejected his love on the first proposal....even as i type my heart and body craves for his touches,not electronic and virtual but all of warm flesh and blood,his lips so tender that they would explore the secrets of my virginity and his eyes all the while lingering upon my face searching for all of me...

I have been meaning to sit down and type on my blogger since quite a long time but somehow ddint seem to find the time ...and hadnt gathered the thoughts.Its not that i have managed to gathered my thoughts now judging on the frequency me using the backspace but i seem to be in that perfect "WRITE AWAY" mode.The "WRITE AWAY" mode doesnt always possess me ....i only write when i feel the deepest of passions and emotions. I have written 6 blogs so far and they were all written in a moment of intense despair,frustration ,feeling deep love for Anindya and so on. However my blog today will not conmprise of the above mentioned emotions but of a different kind of emotion ...rather a feeling altogether-memory. I guess my readers will disagree with me...that memory isn't an emotion at all.....rather its a collection of long forgotten events and emotions . I think however its a much stronger emotion and may be seperately considered as an emotion altogether......don...