I have been meaning to sit down and type on my blogger since quite a long time but somehow ddint seem to find the time ...and hadnt gathered the thoughts.Its not that i have managed to gathered my thoughts now judging on the frequency me using the backspace but i seem to be in that perfect "WRITE AWAY" mode.The "WRITE AWAY" mode doesnt always possess me ....i only write when i feel the deepest of passions and emotions. I have written 6 blogs so far and they were all written in a moment of intense despair,frustration ,feeling deep love for Anindya and so on. However my blog today will not conmprise of the above mentioned emotions but of a different kind of emotion ...rather a feeling altogether-memory. I guess my readers will disagree with me...that memory isn't an emotion at all.....rather its a collection of long forgotten events and emotions . I think however its a much stronger emotion and may be seperately considered as an emotion altogether......don...
Dear GenNow....testing..1..2..3..testing testing(crap my voice doesnt even reach my ears..oh oops the listeners are here :) ) A little over a year ago i had bored some 600 crore listeners with my monotonous story of failures ..seething in frustration ,wallowing in self-piety about how i had not made it to a medical college.At the end of the tiring melodrama when you had got disillusioned about the idea of sending your kid to Aakash Institute for his/her AIATS i had suddenly snapped back like a bitch stating i would still be dropping a year for medical entrance exams. Dear parents,kids('course d ones who r actually studying don't need to see) i did enroll in a hot-shot medical preparatory course....and cheers !!!i made it to a medical college(cut the crap its hardly worth cheering for) ok...so after d dire lack of modesty i finally will set out to take you through my long...yawn...monotonous..yawn..laconic ...yawn ...zzzzzzzz...whoa...?story of great struggle as to how i won..(...
Hey! Back to square 1.2.Prepping for PG medical entrances.Funny innit?How life comes to a full circle somehow. Back in 2009,I was this slightly naive teenager who started this blog at the spur of the moment .I penned down some uncomfortable truth(s) about the nature of competitive examinations and how it affects somebody. To tell you the truth,I did not have and still do not have as bad a time cramming for these exams as I did back in 2009 as a pre-med. For one I am marginally more matured and a bit more opinionated than I was.I have learnt not to give in . I have the confidence of my MBBS degree and oh! I do have rank AIR 42,051 .Which is by no stretch of imagination a good rank but a rank albeit when many folks did not qualify. Which brings to my uncomfortable overambitiousness.If somebody told me back in 2009 that I was to get a PG seat in a good albeit non-clinical branch like Microbio or Physio or Commed ,I woulda jumped at the oppurtunity. And here I am ,resolutely refusi...
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