Confessions of a medical student -Part I (Of the many parts to come)
Dear GenNow....testing..1..2..3..testing testing(crap my voice doesnt even reach my ears..oh oops the listeners are here :) )
A little over a year ago i had bored some 600 crore listeners with my monotonous story of failures ..seething in frustration ,wallowing in self-piety about how i had not made it to a medical college.At the end of the tiring melodrama when you had got disillusioned about the idea of sending your kid to Aakash Institute for his/her AIATS i had suddenly snapped back like a bitch stating i would still be dropping a year for medical entrance exams.
Dear parents,kids('course d ones who r actually studying don't need to see) i did enroll in a hot-shot medical preparatory course....and cheers !!!i made it to a medical college(cut the crap its hardly worth cheering for) ok...so after d dire lack of modesty i finally will set out to take you through my long...yawn...monotonous..yawn..laconic ...yawn ...zzzzzzzz...whoa...?story of great struggle as to how i won..(won? :O) a seat to a medical college...
July:after composing crappy blogs and trying to convince myself that dropping a year was the next best thing to try to compose a helium staircase to Sugar Mountains,i finally ...unheeding the words of fellow n non-fellow,well and not-so-well wishers took a break from college and started preparing for medical!
so i entered the most hotshot institute of the country....wasting 60 grands(wasting part comes later) enrolling in the best,extensive ,most rigorous course they have and started studying.Ya i was composing a helium staircase ...but then this wasnt light!
In a month,
August:i was half in tears...dis time actually as disillusioned as the blog i had leisurely created and cursing my goddammed fate...and my goddammed bloody mind for deciding to become a doctor...the kids though thoroughly dedicated in trying to top entrances were'nt exactly interested in becoming doctors.I guess i m(dude widout a doubt too imaginitive)..still they never showed an interest or actual passion in medical...or medical sciences..i was bloody frustrated...Kolkata bored me...the city that had earliered beckoned me to mate with her in all her seductive charms...whoselascivious night streets,neons and shopping malls had turned me on was now a good-for -nothing place,with "chaliyat" people(Courtesy:My Baba),dramatic taxi drivers,maids and a ****** elevator that wouldnt work half the week....i was sore..i was sad..i defeated...the test marks ddint help either...they were wot u classically call atrocious ..with a capital A.Clearly the girl who consistently featured in top 10 academically good kids in her schools was slipping....no she wasnt slipping....she was skating on thin ice and the ice broke all over her leaving her cold,frightened and tired.
The only bright spot in my life was Sourav,the love of my life,my boyfriend..the golden boy ....he kept me going(and as i am trying to attribute my life n achievements to myself...apparently him )anyway i cried to him...wetting his calls wid sloppy tales of how i did messed up my recent examination.
December:Life was better.....entrance exams forms were in sale!The Promised Land...we welcomed the class tests like manna...i started improving ..again in the top 10 kids in my batch(in my batch mind you!).....better but still lagging behind some 60 lakh nerds of the country who never had boyfriends..heck i doubt they had friends...life was slowly moving towards a new light....Sourav and I were having a beautiful relationship...the bad times (apparently again)brought out good,mushy moments together(over the phone is more like it!) and then bang everything crashed...i lost everything i had!
A little over a year ago i had bored some 600 crore listeners with my monotonous story of failures ..seething in frustration ,wallowing in self-piety about how i had not made it to a medical college.At the end of the tiring melodrama when you had got disillusioned about the idea of sending your kid to Aakash Institute for his/her AIATS i had suddenly snapped back like a bitch stating i would still be dropping a year for medical entrance exams.
Dear parents,kids('course d ones who r actually studying don't need to see) i did enroll in a hot-shot medical preparatory course....and cheers !!!i made it to a medical college(cut the crap its hardly worth cheering for) ok...so after d dire lack of modesty i finally will set out to take you through my long...yawn...monotonous..yawn..laconic ...yawn ...zzzzzzzz...whoa...?story of great struggle as to how i won..(won? :O) a seat to a medical college...
July:after composing crappy blogs and trying to convince myself that dropping a year was the next best thing to try to compose a helium staircase to Sugar Mountains,i finally ...unheeding the words of fellow n non-fellow,well and not-so-well wishers took a break from college and started preparing for medical!
so i entered the most hotshot institute of the country....wasting 60 grands(wasting part comes later) enrolling in the best,extensive ,most rigorous course they have and started studying.Ya i was composing a helium staircase ...but then this wasnt light!
In a month,
August:i was half in tears...dis time actually as disillusioned as the blog i had leisurely created and cursing my goddammed fate...and my goddammed bloody mind for deciding to become a doctor...the kids though thoroughly dedicated in trying to top entrances were'nt exactly interested in becoming doctors.I guess i m(dude widout a doubt too imaginitive)..still they never showed an interest or actual passion in medical...or medical sciences..i was bloody frustrated...Kolkata bored me...the city that had earliered beckoned me to mate with her in all her seductive charms...whoselascivious night streets,neons and shopping malls had turned me on was now a good-for -nothing place,with "chaliyat" people(Courtesy:My Baba),dramatic taxi drivers,maids and a ****** elevator that wouldnt work half the week....i was sore..i was sad..i defeated...the test marks ddint help either...they were wot u classically call atrocious ..with a capital A.Clearly the girl who consistently featured in top 10 academically good kids in her schools was slipping....no she wasnt slipping....she was skating on thin ice and the ice broke all over her leaving her cold,frightened and tired.
The only bright spot in my life was Sourav,the love of my life,my boyfriend..the golden boy ....he kept me going(and as i am trying to attribute my life n achievements to myself...apparently him )anyway i cried to him...wetting his calls wid sloppy tales of how i did messed up my recent examination.
December:Life was better.....entrance exams forms were in sale!The Promised Land...we welcomed the class tests like manna...i started improving ..again in the top 10 kids in my batch(in my batch mind you!).....better but still lagging behind some 60 lakh nerds of the country who never had boyfriends..heck i doubt they had friends...life was slowly moving towards a new light....Sourav and I were having a beautiful relationship...the bad times (apparently again)brought out good,mushy moments together(over the phone is more like it!) and then bang everything crashed...i lost everything i had!
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