Revolutions

Dear GenNow, my past 4 blogs had been mostly about pitiful stories of self pity and malice against the world in general.At some point of time i did not even realise that i had expressed unreasonable vehemence at the turn of events which perhaps would have occurred sooner or later.I was 18 when i updated my 1st blog ever and am 20 years now.2 years,not very remarkably long though life has slowly metamorphosed into a lot of things....true,the kids are still kids ,the old are still older and i admit to having lost 2-3 distant relatives to Mr. Death (1 suicidal!!) i cannot grasp that 2 years have actually passed by ,rather 3 since i passed school..i dropped a year,i had 2 break ups and i wrote out my perversions and frustrations on net to basically nobody ..but the transition i have undergone the past 5 months is nuthing short of a revolution that my mind has carried out against me.A revolution to perhaps purge me of my past(not very gory :) ) ,a revolution to perhaps sweeten up my bitter ...

Dear listeners,its uncanny how innocence always attributes success to love and respect for others.What i actually mean by my snazzy dialogue is that i was really innocent even 6 months back. Kids....good kids at that and may be all kids in general tend to attribute their successes and failures to their parents...at a later of their lives,pre and post adolescence they attribute it to teachers...and still later young adults to their romantic interests.Y,i had one guy holding his girlfriend totally responsible for his transition from an ape to man(imagine!Darwin woulda been impressed :) )

Dear GenNow,why the fuck do i bother writing so much when no one reads anyways?lets c..i ..err...lemme start anyways So,its been roughly 8 months since i wrote...friggin' 8 months...i cant blive time flew by so helluva fast!!2 years when i did started this crap blog about selfpity ,i was just another disullsioned nutcase....a year later i was marginally more sensible...though still a nutcase...at the turn of the year..i m a slutcase ...i have had my second break -up with a guy who really mattered to me until he proved to me he was a studcase! I am not exactly sure how the world defines a slut...i am not even sure whether the oxford dictionary defines it ...i m sure it is defined according to varying levels of distaste men or women feel towards othef women....maybe when they run out of "bitches" and "whores"...n profanities alike! so congratulate me GenNow,i have come a long long way....from a shy young nerdy pre-med to a slutty med school freshman ("wom...